I didn’t want to discus it at all, besides I met all of these wonderful people through Leonard. “Um… we sort of had an argument” I mumbled. “Wait Penny, where’s Leonard?” Raj asked, distracting me from my thoughts. He thanked me and I could see his smile through his big beautiful eyes. “Oh shoot, I’ll have to catch a taxi home.” I suggested that Howard could stay over at mine and Leonard’s place, we could easily set him up a bed on the couch. “It’s my fault, I forgot to call a babysitter so Bernie got flustered and took off, hopefully towards home.” Howard answered. “Where’s Leonard and Bernadette?” Sheldon inquisitively asked as he entered the room. “Now is definitely not the time to talk about this” I replied taking a large sip of my drink. “So how’s my bestie today?” Amy asked, she could sense something was off. I went and sat down on the couch with Amy and poured myself a large glass of wine, it had been a long day. They had already started eating, Chinese food - Leonard’s favourite. “Hello Penny, hello Howard” Raj greeted us cheerfully as we entered Amy and Sheldon’s apartment. I missed what we used to have, I think I really loved him once. I already knew the answer, I didn’t really care. I forced a smile and replied “good morning, sleep well?”. Leonard suddenly rolled over so his face was almost touching mine. But sometimes I did wonder what my life would've been like if me and Leonard never married… is that bad? Probably. She and Amy were my best friends, I honestly don’t know what I’d have done without them. I was so grateful to Bernadette for getting me my pharmacist job, otherwise I definitely would still be working at that horrid cheesecake factory. It was 5am and I couldn’t get back to sleep, so I grabbed my iPhone and checked my work emails. I ran my hands through my long blonde hair and turned over into my pillow, trying to get rid of my bad thoughts. He’s put on a lot of weight since the wedding, maybe he thinks that now he’s got me he doesn’t have to try. I’d been telling him for months to go to the doctors, but lately he didn’t seem to care about anything - not even me. This morning I woke up yet again to the snoring of my sleeping husband Leonard.

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